The many shades of grey in "us."

I hate this dank, dark murkiness.

I've been through many break-ups in my time. Lately, as my body has changed over the last 4-5 years in my late 20's, I've started letting the idea of womanhood and its imposing biology weave into the fabric of relationships. Maybe it all started with that one statement from my friend: "Don't push him away, don't test him. Women like to do that. We like to test our men."